90 day probation period is up on the Monday after next. I’m trying to really hoof it and over deliver (like a simp) so I can secure the job, but I’ve just worked myself into a cycle of exhausted because of burnout>take longer to do things because of exhaustion>have to work longer to get things done>more burnout.
Lately I’ve been thinking about how people are mostly reactions to their circumstances, and how I’ve sort of viewed the person I was in uni as the real me, the baseline that the stressed out and anxious person I’ve become has deviated from. Except that stressed out and anxious person is just who I am in the context of struggling to get/keep employment, which means that’s the realer me because this is probably how the rest of my life is gonna look.
Does the bourgeois need to feel threatened by a leftist movement, or do they just need to feel threatened? Because I think they do feel threatened by, among other things, the loss of western hegemony, by the open hatred the proletariat now feels towards them (even if that hatred is unorganized and undirected) and by global warming.