
I kinda wish I didn’t get your point of view, but I do. I have to work hard to not go where you are, because then I would lose all hope and self-distrust.
Finding your found family is hard, but it can be possible. I’ve only just really found some and it has made such a difference. I wish you luck.
Steam deck, or a variant, is all I am doing for handhelds any more.
I won’t buy Nintendo products anymore.