We can only wait for the next crisis of capitalism to erupt. But even if it does happen tomorrow, is anyone even prepared to take action?

If your posts are any indication, the answer to that is no. Precisely why I’ve been losing my will to live.

And if everything has gone according to the U.S. plan, if the U.S. is and always has been 100 steps ahead of everyone else, what’s the point of caring anymore? It’d be more feasible to just disappear and let everything burn.

What can you say about Israelis that hasn’t been said already?

I would actually cheer if these fuckers get torn up by climate catastrophes.

I don’t understand why any of these countries shedding crocodile tears for Palestinians are even pretending to care. What would they even lose by fully and publicly committing themselves to Israel’s genocide?

Fucking hell all of Israel’s allies (like, 99% of the world) might as well drop all pretenses and self-annex themselves into Greater Israel.

Here’s an extremely black-pilled take:

That’s what I would have thought but the U.S. and every goddamn European country seems to have gotten really good at defanging any and all action to the point that popular discontent remains just that: discontent.

Obligations mostly, I would think. I wouldn’t burn down everyone around me just for the sake of dying.

It keeps nagging at me. It feels irresponsible to enjoy anything in life, to just go about life when the world is being awful. As if I’m just passively “accepting” the state of affairs.

I just don’t how much spite really affects them. I don’t think they have to expend any work for me to die anyways, the world continuing to deteriorate will do that for them.

Only thing keeping me alive so far are obligations to others and personal ambitions. Once those are gone, I don’t know if I can really keep going.

If there’s one thing I want to do before I die, I want finish those personal ambitions. Create a world of my own. A better world that can only exist in fiction. One where the rules are different, where the setup isn’t so hopeless. A world that we were robbed of. At first I wanted to write something more cynical and bleak, but my hopelessless in real life convinced me to turn it in a more optimistic direction. Because this world deserves a future. I don’t want to just recreate the shithole world we live in, even people call it “unrealistic” or whatever. Who cares? I’m making the fucking rules.

How much hope can there be if time seems to be running out?

It’s almost as if there’s a metaphorical ceiling. And every failure and mistep in trying to achieve something better will only cause that ceiling to get lower each time.

True socialism should mean uncompromising solidarity—like Cuba’s or Vietnam’s historic support for liberation struggles.

I know it’s AI slop, but this touches on something important.

I think we’re seeing the pitfalls of all this “pragmatism” and “realpolitik” garbage. It means discarding all of your values and allowing the worst crimes against humanity to go unabated. It means never changing anything about how people, politics, and countries operate, when your ideology SHOULD be aiming for something better. It means still being stuck in the past and never even attempting to be better. That this is the base nature of humanity.

Actually I’m saying this mostly becuuse I’m still crashing out hard. Again.

My fucked up logic is telling me that killing myself is being kind. Why continue to subject myself to this awful world? Why continue to be a prisoner?

Can we drop one, or maybe a thousand on Tel-Aviv?

How does anyone believe anything will ever get better at this point? There is no “dawn” after the dark, no “light” at the end of the tunnel, except the one from the sun as it’s engulfing the earth, freeing everything on it from the most genocide-loving/genocide-compliant species in possibly the entire universe itself. Anything that seems like a step in the right direction is completely irrelevant. There is no real sign that things are getting better. Events transpiring are proving that any cause for hope is actually completely irrelevant, grasping at straws just to convince oneself that humanity isn’t geared towards fascism. Many people around the world may hate Israel now, but that doesn’t matter as long as their governments can ignore or beat them down and continue supporting Israel. How did they come to be under the thumb of these governments to begin with? Where did their power even come from? Does the “power of the people” really exist? Nah, it’s all state institutions, that’s the only thing that has power. My most optimistic prediction now is that humanity will eventually cease to exist. Yes, I consider that to be optimistic. The world can start over with a clean slate, or it can just never develop a civilization of any kind.

I’d actually prefer a world without any civilization if this is what thousands of years of human history has led up to.

Hope is a trap. Never have hope. Never be convinced that this world wasn’t designed to be a playground for fascists.

EDIT: maybe I should start teaching myself to stop smiling.

Israel is regarded as the most disliked country in the world.

I wish this actually meant something, but it means nothing because the government of almost every country in the world seems to love Israel for some godforsaken reason.

If only sheer collective hatred of the Zionist entity can Spirit Bomb it out of existence.

Nothing other than the small bits of evidence popping up every now and then showing that the Israelis are at least not literally immortal.

Otherwise I kind of just want to never wake up.

Also I just can’t understand why Israel is so fucking important to damn near every country on Earth that they’re looking past an actual fucking genocide going on. Why does everyone seem to love Israel so fucking much? Fucking shithole world and a shithole planet. Game was rigged from the start.

Silksong?

I always feel like my wording is bad and I am a socially awkward cringe weirdo

Think they picked that name because they’re sending Zionazis directly to hell?

No sympathy for Israelis. Any harm that comes to them is justice being enacted.

CW: suicide