I have had no energy today, I just want to use drugs and do nothing. I want to cook but I don’t have the energy to, I just want to lay in bed. I tried forcing myself to do stuff with caffeine today but I just got overwhelmed by it and now I feel sick and want to lay in bed. Probably doesn’t help that I got prescribed steroids today, and that’s making me extra impulsive, but I really want to use today. Just hopped off a meeting and I feel better, but goddamn if the voice isn’t loud today